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Wednesday, February 5, 2020

𝑴𝒓𝒔. 𝑯𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕


well, It was me and mrs heart mistakes to romanticizing all of the things and flattered myself with the idea of you.   



I fell in love with the idea of loving you.
I fell in love with the idea of you that I created inside my head.



Only to find out,


𝙄 𝙛𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙞𝙣 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙞𝙙𝙚𝙖 𝙤𝙛 𝙗𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪 NOT 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙤𝙣 𝙞𝙣𝙙𝙞𝙫𝙞𝙙𝙪𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮.

𝑰𝑵𝑺𝑰𝑮𝑯𝑻 𝒑𝒕 2



𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘦𝘨𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘮𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭 𝘴𝘬𝘪𝘯

𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘦𝘨𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘵𝘵𝘰𝘮 𝘰𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭

𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘱𝘳𝘪𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘭𝘺 𝘦𝘹𝘲𝘶𝘪𝘴𝘪𝘵𝘦

𝘛𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦, 𝘪𝘮 𝘤𝘳𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘵.


𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘮𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘬𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦.

𝑴𝑰𝑿𝑬𝑫 𝑭𝑬𝑬𝑳𝑰𝑵𝑮 // 3 𝑨𝑴



-January 30 at 3 am with my soul wandering around in another dimension drowning in my dreams. Peacefully-

While a couple hours before I decided to update a meme the thing you like around 9 p.m

And I decided to go asleep at 1 am while wondering if you think of me, too.

At 9 am I checked my phone and there it is, there’s your name popped up in my notification: a text from you. and in a rush checked if you seen the meme last night, you saw it at 10 pm.

You didn’t usually awake until 3 am, you didn’t usually see any of my updates either.

Yet you decided to see it and text me.

I don’t know how to react, I’m speechless for a second.



           " I just want to let you know that you’re pretty, 
You probably knew anyways lol good luck with everything. " - says you.



What are you thinking, honestly?

Are you even sober?                                                              

Me and my Mrs heart, we can’t help but feel happy.



           Because my mind playing tricks, romanticizing all of the possibilities......





-𝙁𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙮𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙪𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙨 𝙢𝙚… 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪?-





But me and my Mrs. logical in my head telling me that I should ignore you, should I ?

So in short, I was torn between should I text you back or not.


In the end, I tell you I don’t know how to respond and ask you why you still awake at 3? And I cant help to wish you a good thing for always gravitate towards you.

and the conversation goes on. 


𝙨𝙤 𝙙𝙤𝙚𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙖𝙞𝙣....

𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕



Its 12 am here, me and my mrs heart think that you’re not really into me.

You never realy want me to be a part of your life

And the saddest part is, I think you only want me around just to fill the lonesome you feel, Nothing else.



No, that wasn’t even the saddest part,


 I guess the saddest part is when I realized I have this kind of feeling since the moment we met and I decided to ignore it.



                                    Only to find out, it was right all along.