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Wednesday, February 5, 2020

๐‘ด๐’“๐’”. ๐‘ฏ๐’†๐’‚๐’“๐’•


well, It was me and mrs heart mistakes to romanticizing all of the things and flattered myself with the idea of you.   



I fell in love with the idea of loving you.
I fell in love with the idea of you that I created inside my head.



Only to find out,


๐™„ ๐™›๐™š๐™ก๐™ก ๐™ž๐™ฃ ๐™ก๐™ค๐™ซ๐™š ๐™ฌ๐™ž๐™ฉ๐™ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™ž๐™™๐™š๐™– ๐™ค๐™› ๐™—๐™š๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ฌ๐™ž๐™ฉ๐™ ๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™ช NOT ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™ฅ๐™š๐™ง๐™จ๐™ค๐™ฃ ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™™๐™ž๐™ซ๐™ž๐™™๐™ช๐™–๐™ก๐™ก๐™ฎ.

๐‘ฐ๐‘ต๐‘บ๐‘ฐ๐‘ฎ๐‘ฏ๐‘ป ๐’‘๐’• 2



๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜จ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ญ ๐˜ด๐˜ฌ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ

๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜จ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ

๐˜ˆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ด ๐˜ด๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ญ๐˜บ ๐˜ฆ๐˜น๐˜ฒ๐˜ถ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฆ

๐˜›๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ช๐˜ฎ ๐˜ค๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ช๐˜ต.


๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ.

๐‘ด๐‘ฐ๐‘ฟ๐‘ฌ๐‘ซ ๐‘ญ๐‘ฌ๐‘ฌ๐‘ณ๐‘ฐ๐‘ต๐‘ฎ // 3 ๐‘จ๐‘ด



-January 30 at 3 am with my soul wandering around in another dimension drowning in my dreams. Peacefully-

While a couple hours before I decided to update a meme the thing you like around 9 p.m

And I decided to go asleep at 1 am while wondering if you think of me, too.

At 9 am I checked my phone and there it is, thereโ€™s your name popped up in my notification: a text from you. and in a rush checked if you seen the meme last night, you saw it at 10 pm.

You didnโ€™t usually awake until 3 am, you didnโ€™t usually see any of my updates either.

Yet you decided to see it and text me.

I donโ€™t know how to react, Iโ€™m speechless for a second.



           " I just want to let you know that youโ€™re pretty, 
You probably knew anyways lol good luck with everything. " - says you.



What are you thinking, honestly?

Are you even sober?                                                              

Me and my Mrs heart, we canโ€™t help but feel happy.



           Because my mind playing tricks, romanticizing all of the possibilities......





-๐™๐™ก๐™–๐™ฉ๐™ฉ๐™š๐™ง๐™š๐™™ ๐™ข๐™ฎ๐™จ๐™š๐™ก๐™› ๐™ฌ๐™ž๐™ฉ๐™ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™ฉ๐™๐™ค๐™ช๐™œ๐™๐™ฉ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™–๐™ฉ ๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™ช ๐™–๐™˜๐™ฉ๐™ช๐™–๐™ก๐™ก๐™ฎ ๐™ข๐™ž๐™จ๐™จ ๐™ข๐™šโ€ฆ ๐™–๐™ง๐™š ๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™ช?-





But me and my Mrs. logical in my head telling me that I should ignore you, should I ?

So in short, I was torn between should I text you back or not.


In the end, I tell you I donโ€™t know how to respond and ask you why you still awake at 3? And I cant help to wish you a good thing for always gravitate towards you.

and the conversation goes on. 


๐™จ๐™ค ๐™™๐™ค๐™š๐™จ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™ฅ๐™–๐™ž๐™ฃ....

๐’Š๐’๐’”๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’‰๐’•



Its 12 am here, me and my mrs heart think that youโ€™re not really into me.

You never realy want me to be a part of your life

And the saddest part is, I think you only want me around just to fill the lonesome you feel, Nothing else.



No, that wasnโ€™t even the saddest part,


 I guess the saddest part is when I realized I have this kind of feeling since the moment we met and I decided to ignore it.



                                    Only to find out, it was right all along.